Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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4:34 am
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my god it has been a while since i've even seen this journal. to catch up im still at school and im loving every second of it. things at home i hear are boring thats why i avoid going there as much as possible. in a way the people and things that go on here are relitivly the same as home, i met a bunch of ppl that i honestly love. there are still a few uncertainies involving school and my social life, yet i still try to keep a positive composure. i just wish somethings that work out for other people here will eventually work for me, that sorta applies to a lot of different senses. but either way this place is pretty sweet.
current mood:  lonely
current music: saves the day
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Monday, August 29th, 2005
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2:06 am - bo
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well its been a few months since my last update i just about gave up on this journal but i do believe today is something to wrtie about. my recent thoughs about college have been shaky. i wasn't really sure on what i wanted but now i'm even more confused. my arrival to school was abrupt, i saw it coming but it came so fast. i truely believe i wasn't ready mentally(not acidemically) to come here. the majority of the day has been one uncomfortable moment. after moving all of my shit in i just felt mostly alone due to the fact that i knew no one. the whole day i spent trying to meet new ppl which is a good thing in one sense but then again im not all that social of a person. and just the lone fact of being on ur own comletely changes my views on a lot of things. i've been debating if this is the right choice for me or of this is one big mistake.the over all view of the day was decent. the few parties i went to gave me a good insight on what the college life is really like.. i don;t know if where i am is completely right for me, or if im just going with the crowd
current mood:  confused
current music: rbf - somebody hates me
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005
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5:55 pm
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ugh a day full of puking. it sucked but last night was definetly worth it. i stayed up at rowan last night and partied with the swim/dive team. long night, an even longer day. starting to feel a lot better then before but im still hurtin. i just need some sleep.. bitch
current mood:  drained
current music: OAR - crazy game of poker
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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11:29 pm - chkcu
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alright so about 2 and a half weeks ago i completely forgot to go to a saturday detention, so i talked to some people and they said they usually let Sr.'s go on that sorta thing they're first time. Well i didn't hear from them for a while then today i got called to the office. Well i ended up getting suspended for a day, which i think is pretty nice for missing a saturday begin stuck at the school for 4 hours... much rather get a day off. so we had our first track meet today. i did a lot better then i thought. i cleard 8 and a half feet. almost got 9 but couldn't quite make it.. maybe next meet..other then that.. half day tomorrow then sakting possibly??
current mood: exhausted
current music: benifit - procede with caution
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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4:58 pm - euugaahg
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oh god why did i join track!?! this has been the most tiring week. today we ran a fence lap (around the whole school) then like a mile. then the weight room. it's been a long time i've actually had a chance to work out so it was nice.. but now my entire body feels like jello. i just wanna sleep
current mood: exhausted
current music: LOC - Ya can't go home
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Sunday, March 6th, 2005
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10:20 pm
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this weekend ws alright. went to robs the past 2 nights. never a dull moment. just finished doing some essays. bout to sleep.
current mood:  okay
current music: loc - burn them prisons
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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6:22 pm
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yeah this weekend has been alright so far. went to robs last night. i havn't been therer in a long time. so it was nice. today even though i sat home and did nothing. it was pretty sweet. i watched the movies they were playin on usa. good fella's, casino, then blow. how can u lose. tonight i was supposed to do somthing with katie.. i think. she's hanging out with her friends or gonig out to dinner with her parents. i don't remember. so i guess im off to robs again tonight. and im hopeing we're doing that poker night thing we've been talkin about. cause that'll be really sweet. peace
current mood: confused
current music: erik peterson - roll me ...
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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8:37 pm - all time low
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this has been such a bad day.
and its funny how one comment or suggestion can change your opinion on a lot of things.
im just really frusterated/confused as of now.
not to mention the ball klock launched at my throat gave me fuckin wiplash. i pulled a muscle in my neck and i can bearly turn my head. soo much pain it's rediculous. i hope i'll be able to dive next week in states
current mood:  ka-boom
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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11:07 am - ohhh yeeeeeah
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oh yes.
thats right.
new guitar..
...i can't find all my money now.
current mood:  happy
current music: LOC/WORLD INFERNO - Soon we'll be dead
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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9:45 pm - how we like to be told
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so far a slow shit weekend.
started off good, tony slept over on thursday night.
friday night i chilled with justin. and we we're so bored we just drove everywhere. and i mean fuckin everywhere.
today was a complete waste of a saturday. sat home and did n o t h i n g
not to mention i didn't get into rutgers. couldn't get any better.
current mood: bored
current music: against me - those anarco punx are mysterious
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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5:20 pm
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so klock ;-)
current mood: curious
current music: jin
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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10:34 pm - uhh. huh?
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I just read some of the entries from my other journal and it actually told me a lot about myself. it brought up a lot of events i completely forgot about, but those events brought up feelings i just want to forget, or at least experience in a different way. It made me remember a lot of things that happened last year, some good some bad. But as i read about thise things i tried seeing myself in that same situation this year with the people i talk to, and who im with now. And i really don't know how i would handle it. I just want this year to be better then last year.
And of course today being Valentins day, I'm very happy i actually had a valentine!
and i couldn't ask for a better one. Katie 2/14
they(katie's team) beat us in dodge ball. Yeah go Sp Elite!
current mood: hopeful
current music: Defiance Ohio
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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5:18 pm - i hate doing these. cause i know no one will do it
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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you... or not
current mood:  blank
current music: BOTAR
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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1:22 pm - Sweet!
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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6:48 pm
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so recently diving has been consuming my life. if its not a pratice its a meet if not a meet its coaching. 4 more meets then im done!! i had a meet today in glouster county. I surprisingly got 2nd place. i was expecting much lower. the guys went first cause there were only 17 boys, and there were 36 girls. sucks for the girls. well im tired as hell, and hungry so food then sleep.
current mood: exhausted
current music: world inferno/ loc - Soon we'll be dead
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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10:31 pm
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Cit89 awaymessage:
element2110 (10:07:08 PM): My name is Bryan I love diving and I listen to skaa.
...silly emo girl.
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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12:32 pm - snow
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yeah snow's fun, unless ur driving in it. i skidded sooo much today and it really freaked me out. but klock, ed, and myself went to the shoprite hills today and snow/skated down. it was pretty fun we all busted our asses. havn't really had a fun snow day in a while so this was nice. tonight i think im hanging out with katie, so tonight should definetly be fun. and tomorrow of course the eagles game. well i gotta finish cleaning my room.
IF ANYONE HAS A COPY OF NAPOLIEN DINOMYTE AND WILLING TO LET ME BORROW FOR 1 NIGHT, PLEASE CALL ME
current mood: excited
current music: Morning Glory
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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8:09 pm - You want to know who i really am. yeah so do i, yeah so do i
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fun week. i spent the majority of it at home chillin with my brother, it was his last week of smoking, so i tried my best to make it a good one. now that he stopped things are still the same, but it just feels different. a lot of the times when he's commin to visit i look forward to hanging out with him, but when we hang out we usually smoke. its a big step for him and i respect him, or anyone greatly for stoppin such a habbit after the amount of time he's been doing it. I'm just really gonna miss smoking with him, but its something that he really wants to do and i wish i had the will power to do the same. either way i respect his choice and look forward till next time he visits.
but other then that this upcommin week is going to blow ammensily. too many meets in too little time.. i got a meet everyday that i gotta study for a mid term. i just want it to be the weekend just so i can rest a little bit. well i gotta study.. pre calc exam tomorrow. peace
current mood: drained
current music: saves the day - the way his collar falls
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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11:52 am - thats a surprise
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current mood:  high
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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6:36 am - jammin
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well i got back from jamaica on sunday, all i can say about the trip was that it was amazing. the first night i did get sick, and i mean sick sick. puked so hard i broke a blood vessle in my eye. so now it looks like im always "half stoned". but its all good it's been going away all week. but i' realize when i got back that that trip seriously made me retarted. i'm trying to be a lil better about it but i forgot robs quitting soon, so all in good time. and i really didn't miss as much school work as i thought i would. all i gotta do is make up this pre calc test today then im set. but school is getting more and more anoying. i can't wait till its all over.. orat least untill spring break.
current mood:  cold
current music: saves the day - cars and calories
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